Friday, August 28, 2009
NIAMAK BLOODLY FKER PRY HE BOH LJ PCB PLAY A PRANK ON MI LYK TAT KAUPEI CB KIA TINK WAD I HIS DOG IZIT TREAT HIM GUD OSO CANT TREAT HIM BAD OSO CANT EXPECT ME HOW TO TREAT HIM, TREAT HIM AS THOUGH HE DUN EXSIST IZIT IF HE WANS TAT WAY I OSO CAN DO IT IS HE FORCED ME TO DO NOT EVEN MIE FAULT PCB I HATE HIM TO THE CORE. EVERYTYM.
Everyone treats me lyk a freak, a weirdo but no one really noes hw i feel it really hurts i feel lyk exploding anytime. it really hurts to be a fillial daughter, a good sister, a good fwen and a good classmate when they dun even give it a damn about you... i wish that i can go and die nw mie own father treats me tat way i dun even noe hw to handle tis except frm crying. my brother hates me... im being rejected by mie class mates... i only hav 1 fren hw i wish tat tis bloodly fking nub life can juz end hw i wish it could juz end nobdy truly luvs me as someone in their life lyk a fwen or aa sibling or a daughter or a student or even a classmate... ppl ask me y i so emo 1 little do they noe hw it feels lyk to bottle each and everything in their heart and kiping it silent including all the unhappy ones i dun even noe y muz i kip tinking of the bad memories... you may see mi being semi hyper but its juz a cover up inside of me is juz a fragile creature nt even willing to open up....
Hw i wish i can really find some1 really trueful to confide in if only i can find my madms to chat wif cuz they realli can lyk be great confidates or maybe even Mrs Koh, i still can rmb wad she said to me on the Parent Teacher Conference... She said to me that after skool reopens she will tok to me but i guessed she had alr 4gt abt it... juz as wad i expected i guess nobody really thinks of me at all.. hw i wish i can juz go and die since nobdy really cares about me at all. i dun tink i even hav any frens at all even tis blog de chats are alr getting dead may be i shud make tis blog private all to myself as my own diary...
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